Sorry for being mia lately. I thought that this prompt was perfect for my return to my blog. More on all I have been up to in another post.
Not sure I want to be.
But I’m here.
Here in this house that we have been blessed to have. Here in this mess of toys that my boys have been lovingly given. Surrounded by the mundaneness of day to day life.
I don’t always want to be here. I would much rather be there.
There where the weather is cooler. Where the water is warmer. Where family is closer. Where friends are nearer.
But I’m not there.
I’m learning to be content with being here. With not being there. Because I can’t always live life wishing I was there. I have to remember that God put me here for a reason.
I’m here to love. I’m here to bless the people I come in contact with. I’m here to take care of my family. I’m here to be a friend.
I know it isn’t bad to be here instead of there. But it is hard to not compare. It is hard to be content being here and not wishing to be there. But someday I will be there. Wherever there is. And I don’t want to wish then that I was here, and regret that I was not grateful for my time being here.
So I will count my blessings that surround being here. I will make being here the most important thing in the world. I will cry when I need to and then move on to enjoying the little moments that come with being here.
I will be glad that I am here.
Because whether I want to be or not. I am here.
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